To whom ever this is suppose to reach. I hope it inspires and heals you as my experience with Harmony has done for me.
I have a long history of pain in my life as I know most of us do. I don't know about you, but my past haunts me, keeps me trapped, has kept me stuck.
I come from a long line of mental illness and addiction. My Father whom I don't have a relationship with because of his drug use, he walks the streets of Las Vegas (Fremont street) homeless. I have tried with him countless times just to be robbed and manipulated by him. Which in turn has put me in excruciating pain, anger and down right hatred for him.
My mother sits in prison for the rest of her life due to her mental illness and alcohol use, she murdered my baby sister whom was 7 years old and attempted murder to my brother. Not to mention all the abuse she did to all of us kids our entire life. Being a mother myself has definitely left me in a lot of confusion and quest like "why wasn't I enough!?" For many years.
I just lost my sister Tiffany who was 29 just a short two years ago to a Heroine overdose. I too am an addict, I have been recovering for the past 11 1/2 years. I have struggled my whole life, my whole recovery! I have worked steps, therapy, found God, prayed, meditated, forgives, found new perspectives of why this was all part of my time here on earth this time around. Yes I was already in the work of my healing.
However, when I came to Harmony's Ananda Mandala Meditation something shifted for me inside. Something that money could not buy! I found such a deep understanding of my pain and I made such peace with it, a peace I never, ever could know existed. I found a cultivated gratitude for all my experience. What I mean is I felt it through my whole body, I felt it wash over me like a beautiful warm water fountain, I literally saw the warm light of grace wash over my entire being. Since then I don't feel the hatred and resentment in my heart with any of my past. I truly believe that without my experience with her I would not be where I am at internally.
I feel a peace within that I can't even begin to express my gratitude for. For that I am forever grateful for crossing paths with such a beautiful being like Harmony. She is definitely one that will leave a lasting impression on most.
I believe if you are open and ready for this experience, then be ready for gigantic shifts and transformation in your life.
From my heart to yours,